Monday, October 02, 2006

killing myself

sometimes i just feel like killing myself!! i hate myself when i expect a lot from ME. what's the problem with me? cant i be contented and be happy with what i have now? when will i stop wanting more? can i just be a happy girl who lives a simple life?

what the hell!!!!! all these are for the damn word dreams. living your dreams is hard. fulfilling your dreams is even harder. argh!!! i just feel like asking myself to stop have big dreams.

i cant i cant because that will not be me! this is not the worst yet because i had experienced more pressure pulling me almost a year ago.

my mind is in a mess now. i dont even know what the heck i am talking about. seriously i want to murder myself now.

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